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<i>Previously on Doc.</i>

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We lost Danny.

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And I blamed you for it.

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You were pretty
impressive out there.

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It reminded me
of my ER rotation. I miss it.

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How'd it go? You didn't
really say much in your text.

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I'll tell you when I see you.

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There will be an official
evaluation.

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Some of you will not survive it.

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I should at least be
considered for Chief Resident.

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I was wondering how
you feel you're lining up

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against Dr. Larsen.

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She's prepping another surgery

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and she hasn't
invited you to audit.

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We did the right thing.

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I know there's been
concern about my health.

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Next week will
be my last as your chief.

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What's going on?
What is this?

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What does that even mean?

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It means you can't
just show up here unannounced

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and pretend I'm the one
being unreasonable.

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What are you doing here?

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I'm here for our daughter.

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We have a schedule, Carl.

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You can't just show up
whenever you want.

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Hayley said she was ready.

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You always do this.

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You're being insane right now.

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I'm being insane?

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You're not supposed to take her
until nine. You're early.

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- It's an hour, Jocelyn.
- It's my hour.

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Guys, come on.

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Where were you yesterday?

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- Are you kidding me right now?
I was working, Carl.

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Somebody has to work.

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Oh God, you are such a...

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Mom? Mom?

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Hayley.

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- Let it out.
- It's okay.

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I have transferred my surgical
cases to my colleagues.

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Fellowships, rotations
and promotions

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will be finalized
this afternoon.

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And the culling of the herd?

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Will be done judiciously,
and with grace.

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And you'll be naming
Chief Resident?

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Normally below your pay grade.

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I understand Dr. Larsen
is in the running?

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Indeed.

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Oh, I don't even know
what she's decided.

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Somehow, I find that
hard to believe.

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I'm assuming you'll
start the search

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for my replacement immediately.

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We've already
started a shortlist,

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have several candidates
coming in today.

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I'm sure you remember I have
veto power over my successor.

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We remember that well, Joan.

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But that's not
taking on too much.

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We're concerned
about your health.

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I think I can make it through

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a day of paperwork
and interviews.

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Only on the right side?

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I had appendicitis
when I was a teenager,

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I'm sure that's all this is.

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Why don't you just let
the doctor figure that out?

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I'm just giving her some
context.

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But thanks for that, Carl.

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Hi, I'm Dr. Heller, I'll be
working with Dr. Larsen today.

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- Hi.
- Hey.

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This is Hayley, 16,

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and she's suffering
from right abdominal pain.

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ER took blood, and we're
just waiting on the labs.

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In the meantime, we need to ask
her some sensitive questions,

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so you two might
want to step out.

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No, it's okay. They can stay.

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I need honest answers
from you, Hayley.

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Of course.

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Okay. Any drugs in
the last 24 hours?

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- No.
- Alcohol?

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Are you sexually active?

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I have a boyfriend, but no.

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Not in the way
you're talking about.

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Okay then, as soon
as we get the labs back,

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someone will come
and take you to radiology.

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It shouldn't be too long.

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So, you're shadowing me today?

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Yeah. I figured,
might be the last time

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before you succeed me
as Chief Resident.

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Ah, you're gonna miss
bossing me around, huh?

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Hey, so I heard Julie say
something about you and Michael

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saving a couple in the woods.

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Yeah, it was intense.

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I was just a little surprised
you didn't tell me about it.

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I know, I was
so tired last night.

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But I'll fill you
in later, okay?

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Yeah, yeah. Sure.

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How was the night shift?

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- Nothing dramatic.
Though, I didn't get much sleep.

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You headed home?

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Yeah, it's gonna be
a glorious day of laundry

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and waiting for Dr. Ridley
to name Amy Chief Resident.

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Stop that.

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Doesn't everyone want to spend
their day off preparing

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to have their soul crushed?

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If you were out
of consideration,

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they would've told you already.

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And, you're gonna hear about
your surgical residency today?

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I think she has to talk
to Dr. Costa first.

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Well, either way, we're gonna
celebrate or commiserate.

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Absolutely.

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And I will let you know
if I hear anything.

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Yeah, well,
I'll talk to you later.

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Bye.

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Hey, there. I am Dr. Coleman.

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- Walter Babbitt.
Nice to meet you.

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- Oh, and nice to meet you.
You have a parent around?

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I live in a group home.

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Oh. One of your
counselors, then?

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Dropped me off, but he had
to do something else

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for Mrs. Thompson.

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She's the one who runs the home.

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Okay.

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Any idea if she's allowed to
make medical decisions for you?

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No, that's usually
my social worker.

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The one I had last time quit,

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and I don't even know
who my new one is.

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I have rheumatoid arthritis.

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It's a chronic condition
that flares up sometimes.

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I'm familiar.

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You have it, too?

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Oh, you mean this?

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No, this um,
was a stupid accident.

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Well, I really
can't miss the fair.

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It's next week.

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- Alright.
What kind of fair is it?

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- Science.
I'm really into rockets,

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and I need to be able to walk.

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- Hurts too much right now?
- It's even worse this morning.

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- How long have you been here?
- Four hours.

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- Four hours?
And nobody's seen you?

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Hold on, I'll take care of it.

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We got your lab results back,

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and you are
seven weeks pregnant.

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I know you said earlier

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that you weren't
sexually active,

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so we just want to make sure
nobody's hurting you.

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No, no. Um, I'm sorry, I lied.

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They just don't know
I'm having sex yet.

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That's understandable.

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That's why we wanted
to get you in here,

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so you could have some privacy.

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We still need to figure out

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what exactly is
causing that pain,

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but since you're pregnant,
we're gonna run an ultrasound

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instead of a CT Scan.

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And don't worry, it won't hurt,

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Dr. Larsen's just gonna run that
wand over your belly, okay?

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Okay.

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It's probably a good idea to
include your parents in this,

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but in the State of Minnesota,

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discussing your sexual health
is at your discretion,

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so you have the right
to tell whoever you want,

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or tell no one,
and we will all support you.

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Okay. Um, I just
wanna text my dad.

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Can I tell him
what room we're in?

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Yeah, it's Radiology 3,
fourth floor.

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Okay. We've got an
unusually busy day today,

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so, preliminary assignments,
then circle back to me.

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Dr. Lee, 712, post-op Whipple.

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I want drain totals,
hemoglobin trend,

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and a differential
for why it dropped.

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Dr. Ramirez, 704,

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small bowel obstruction
with a rising lactate.

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Full abdominal exam, repeat CBCs
and review the CT

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in real time.

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Dr. Haynes, 726, GI bleed.

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Two large-bore IV's,
type and cross to four,

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start a proton pump
inhibitor drip.

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Oh, and get GI
to hold an endoscopy slot.

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Michael.

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I see your residents

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haven't been ordering head CTs
on your migraine patients.

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I told you, I'm not doing that

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unless it's
indicated clinically.

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The hospital's policy on
headache management is clear.

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Clearly designed
to maximize revenue.

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And until I get my day
in court with Admin,

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I'm not going along with it.
- I wish you luck with that.

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Just so you know,
even if you replace me,

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you won't have the juice
to do anything about it.

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Why do you think I'm moving
into private practice?

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So you worked under
Dr. Moynihan at UPMC?

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- I did.
He was a real mentor to me.

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Well, you certainly made
quite the impression.

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That's not easy to do.

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I'd be interested to hear

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what you learned
about leadership from him.

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He was great, but I learned
that I do it differently.

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How so?

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I was on call one night
in the ER.

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Mass casualty event,
all hands on deck.

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And one of the interns freezes.

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Now, my first thought was,

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"Moynihan would
eviscerate this kid."

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But when I turned to do that,

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I heard a voice coming out of me

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that was calm and reassuring.

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Gave him clear instructions
to get him reoriented.

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Next thing I know,
he's coming out of it.

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That sounds like
Dr. Hamda's style.

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Well, thank you for coming in.

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Thanks for letting us
take your time.

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- My pleasure.
- Great meeting you, thank you.

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Likewise. Thank you.

214
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Hmm. We got plenty more but
I like him.

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I don't know, that story
seemed a bit rehearsed.

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Oh, I found it to be sincere.

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- Hey, buddy.
This is Dr. Walker,

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she is awesome,
and she's here to help you.

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- Hi, Walter.
What you got there?

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It's the solar system.

221
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Oh yeah.

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That is Saturn, Jupiter,
the asteroid belt?

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The asteroid belt's the best.

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You made all this?

225
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Mrs. Thompson gave me
the stickers.

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That's his group home
supervisor.

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So you take this
everywhere you go?

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I know they're supposed
to go on the wall,

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but I move around so much,
so I put them on this.

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So I can take my sky with me.

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I wanted to be an astronaut
when I was your age.

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I even went to Space Camp.

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And I met Mae Jemison.

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Oh, the first
Black woman in space.

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- No way.
- You are full of surprises.

236
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Yeah, my dad got me
into model rockets.

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We would make them,
and then we launch them

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in the front yard.

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I'm really sorry
you're in pain, Walter,

240
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and as soon as we, wait...

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Speak of the devil,
it's your social worker,

242
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just give me a sec.

243
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I've been calling you
for hours, Cliff.

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We need your approval to
give Walter his medication.

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- So now you have it, okay?
How is he?

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In pain, which is
keeping from walking,

247
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and he's really worried
he'll miss the science fair.

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Science fair?

249
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He said it was next week.

250
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Oh no, it's an adoption fair.

251
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Foster mix
with prospective parents.

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00:09:39,648 --> 00:09:40,883
Dog and pony show.

253
00:09:40,950 --> 00:09:42,686
Guess he was too
embarrassed to admit that.

254
00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:45,258
All his medical issues,
he's not a great candidate.

255
00:09:45,325 --> 00:09:48,598
He figures if he can walk,
somebody might choose him.

256
00:09:49,499 --> 00:09:50,836
Well, I'm glad
you're there with him,

257
00:09:50,936 --> 00:09:52,205
and you have my sign off.

258
00:09:52,272 --> 00:09:54,745
Okay. But this delay
has already increased

259
00:09:54,811 --> 00:09:56,147
his risks of an escalation.

260
00:09:56,214 --> 00:09:58,317
I need to be able to get
you promptly the next time

261
00:09:58,350 --> 00:09:59,888
a decision needs to be made.

262
00:09:59,955 --> 00:10:01,057
You know how this goes, Gina.

263
00:10:01,157 --> 00:10:04,096
I've got 40 other kids who
require just as much as Walter.

264
00:10:04,129 --> 00:10:07,837
- We're all pretty busy, Cliff.
Just keep your ringer on.

265
00:10:11,243 --> 00:10:14,349
I'm so sorry, Dad. We were
using protection, I don't know...

266
00:10:14,416 --> 00:10:15,619
Sweetheart, these things happen.

267
00:10:15,686 --> 00:10:18,725
I love you. It's gonna be okay.
- Ryan's gonna be so freaked.

268
00:10:18,759 --> 00:10:20,730
Don't worry about Ryan. Okay?

269
00:10:20,763 --> 00:10:22,066
We'll talk to him
when you're ready.

270
00:10:22,132 --> 00:10:23,502
What am I gonna do?

271
00:10:23,536 --> 00:10:25,573
We'll figure it out
together, okay?

272
00:10:25,639 --> 00:10:27,677
It's gonna be all right.

273
00:10:28,144 --> 00:10:29,179
Okay, Hayley.

274
00:10:29,212 --> 00:10:33,020
So typically,
it's a corpus luteum cyst,

275
00:10:33,054 --> 00:10:34,757
which is a cyst in your ovary.

276
00:10:34,824 --> 00:10:37,763
It can cause
pain in early pregnancy.

277
00:10:38,932 --> 00:10:39,734
Dr. Heller?

278
00:10:39,835 --> 00:10:41,505
Yeah, I see it.

279
00:10:41,572 --> 00:10:42,974
Is it the cyst?

280
00:10:43,040 --> 00:10:44,577
The embryo's implanted
in the fallopian tubes,

281
00:10:44,610 --> 00:10:45,880
it's what we call
an ectopic pregnancy.

282
00:10:45,913 --> 00:10:47,249
What does that mean?

283
00:10:47,282 --> 00:10:49,387
It means it's not viable.

284
00:10:49,453 --> 00:10:50,990
So I'm not having a baby?

285
00:10:51,023 --> 00:10:52,326
No.

286
00:10:52,359 --> 00:10:54,597
Oh my God, thank you.

287
00:10:54,664 --> 00:10:57,804
The situation is more
serious now, Hayley.

288
00:10:57,837 --> 00:10:59,373
Do you want us
to bring in your mom?

289
00:10:59,439 --> 00:11:01,511
I don't want her to know.

290
00:11:01,545 --> 00:11:03,380
I have a responsibility to ask.

291
00:11:03,447 --> 00:11:06,554
Is there an abusive situation
going on with your mother?

292
00:11:06,621 --> 00:11:08,090
No. No.

293
00:11:08,157 --> 00:11:10,028
It's nothing like that,
she's just very judgmental,

294
00:11:10,061 --> 00:11:12,432
it's not
what Hayley needs right now.

295
00:11:12,900 --> 00:11:14,203
Okay, so should we go
over the options?

296
00:11:14,236 --> 00:11:16,106
Sure. Uh, I would
recommend surgery.

297
00:11:16,173 --> 00:11:18,311
Without it, the embryo
could rupture...

298
00:11:18,377 --> 00:11:19,847
But rupture usually occurs

299
00:11:19,914 --> 00:11:21,517
when the pregnancy
is further along,

300
00:11:21,584 --> 00:11:23,622
and surgery does
pose its own risks.

301
00:11:23,655 --> 00:11:25,024
So you don't agree?

302
00:11:26,194 --> 00:11:28,031
Um, I mean, look.

303
00:11:28,064 --> 00:11:29,466
There's no guarantees
either way,

304
00:11:29,534 --> 00:11:30,636
but I think that
with medication,

305
00:11:30,703 --> 00:11:33,441
we can monitor for what
Dr. Larsen is concerned about.

306
00:11:33,509 --> 00:11:35,512
Well then, why
didn't you suggest that?

307
00:11:35,579 --> 00:11:37,215
Because if it were my daughter,

308
00:11:37,249 --> 00:11:39,888
I would want it done as quickly
and expeditiously as possible.

309
00:11:39,955 --> 00:11:42,794
And our surgeons are excellent.
- It's not black and white.

310
00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:44,597
It's a serious decision,

311
00:11:44,664 --> 00:11:47,703
which is why I think
it's a mistake

312
00:11:47,770 --> 00:11:49,339
not to give your mom a chance...

313
00:11:49,373 --> 00:11:52,947
Please. Don't pressure her
when you don't know our family.

314
00:11:54,483 --> 00:11:56,822
Could you give us a few
minutes so we can discuss it?

315
00:11:56,855 --> 00:11:58,792
Yeah, yeah, of course.

316
00:12:03,234 --> 00:12:04,804
Hey, excuse me.

317
00:12:04,871 --> 00:12:06,407
What's going on
with my daughter?

318
00:12:06,474 --> 00:12:10,616
Um, we're still getting some
imaging and running some tests.

319
00:12:10,716 --> 00:12:12,587
Okay, this is
starting to feel weird.

320
00:12:12,620 --> 00:12:14,123
Her father says
he's going for coffee,

321
00:12:14,189 --> 00:12:15,726
and I haven't heard
from him in over an hour.

322
00:12:15,793 --> 00:12:17,664
That's because he's
in there with Hayley.

323
00:12:17,730 --> 00:12:18,732
Excuse me?

324
00:12:18,966 --> 00:12:21,905
She only wants to talk to him,
and we have to respect that.

325
00:12:24,944 --> 00:12:26,648
He's turning her against me.

326
00:12:27,348 --> 00:12:29,754
And you're keeping me
out of that room?

327
00:12:30,254 --> 00:12:31,424
What's wrong with her?

328
00:12:31,457 --> 00:12:35,533
I'm sorry, and I know
this is hard to hear,

329
00:12:35,566 --> 00:12:37,570
but legally we just can't
disclose that right now.

330
00:12:37,603 --> 00:12:39,774
I can say that
she's in good hands,

331
00:12:39,841 --> 00:12:41,611
and her life is not in danger.

332
00:12:42,279 --> 00:12:44,249
Okay? We'll let you know more
as soon as we can.

333
00:12:44,282 --> 00:12:47,455
I'm just worried about her,
she's my whole life.

334
00:12:48,858 --> 00:12:50,494
Dr. Larsen?

335
00:12:52,700 --> 00:12:56,173
This is way beyond
reproductive health, Jake.

336
00:12:56,207 --> 00:12:57,409
No, it is not.

337
00:12:57,442 --> 00:13:00,015
This is a potentially
life-threatening situation.

338
00:13:00,081 --> 00:13:01,918
It could rupture, she could die,

339
00:13:01,985 --> 00:13:03,120
and her mom wouldn't even know.

340
00:13:03,154 --> 00:13:04,957
Her condition started with sex,

341
00:13:05,024 --> 00:13:06,460
which means
she retains those rights.

342
00:13:06,493 --> 00:13:08,898
Doesn't matter how
you and me feel about it.

343
00:13:08,932 --> 00:13:10,969
End of story.

344
00:13:22,258 --> 00:13:24,830
So, um...

345
00:13:26,033 --> 00:13:28,337
I've been talking with Sanders,

346
00:13:28,404 --> 00:13:32,980
about creating a pediatric
cardiology unit at the hospital.

347
00:13:33,047 --> 00:13:35,352
Oh, when did that start?

348
00:13:35,385 --> 00:13:36,654
Couple months ago.

349
00:13:36,721 --> 00:13:40,696
I didn't think you'd want
to engage unless it was real.

350
00:13:41,130 --> 00:13:43,735
Point is, it's something
we'll be able to achieve.

351
00:13:43,802 --> 00:13:46,908
And it's gonna be amazing
for the hospital,

352
00:13:46,941 --> 00:13:48,545
help a lot of families.

353
00:13:48,578 --> 00:13:49,814
That's great, then.

354
00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:52,720
Yeah, it's also making
me rethink some things.

355
00:13:52,754 --> 00:13:54,223
What things?

356
00:13:56,360 --> 00:13:58,565
I want to get an MBA,

357
00:13:59,065 --> 00:14:00,502
and go into
hospital administration.

358
00:14:00,569 --> 00:14:04,677
You're in line to run clinical
medicine at St. Paul's.

359
00:14:04,744 --> 00:14:07,684
I know, but there
are so many things

360
00:14:07,750 --> 00:14:09,887
in the system that need
to be confronted.

361
00:14:09,954 --> 00:14:12,492
And you're gonna change them?

362
00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:14,362
I can do my part.

363
00:14:14,998 --> 00:14:17,168
And so few administrators

364
00:14:17,235 --> 00:14:19,339
have the depth
of medical experience I have.

365
00:14:19,373 --> 00:14:21,744
I think you're doubting
yourself as a physician

366
00:14:21,778 --> 00:14:24,049
because of what
happened at the museum.

367
00:14:27,623 --> 00:14:30,529
I can't believe
you just said that.

368
00:14:31,832 --> 00:14:34,302
I'm sorry if I'm wrong.

369
00:14:34,369 --> 00:14:35,906
You are.

370
00:14:36,707 --> 00:14:38,177
In every way.

371
00:14:44,423 --> 00:14:45,860
This is not the guy.

372
00:14:45,893 --> 00:14:47,495
We haven't even met him.

373
00:14:47,495 --> 00:14:49,233
CV reads like an academic,

374
00:14:49,266 --> 00:14:51,470
overemphasis
on publishing, research.

375
00:14:51,538 --> 00:14:54,175
He's been awarded
some highly coveted grants.

376
00:14:54,209 --> 00:14:56,313
There's very little
experience in management,

377
00:14:56,380 --> 00:14:59,353
dealing with performance issues,
staff conflicts.

378
00:14:59,419 --> 00:15:02,159
Questions we can ask him
when we talk to him.

379
00:15:03,996 --> 00:15:05,231
Hey, Dr. Coleman.

380
00:15:05,265 --> 00:15:06,802
Sorry, I heard you
wanted to see me.

381
00:15:06,868 --> 00:15:09,139
Just about to conduct
another interview,

382
00:15:09,173 --> 00:15:11,511
do you mind coming
back in an hour?

383
00:15:11,578 --> 00:15:13,682
Yeah, okay. Sure.

384
00:15:13,749 --> 00:15:14,851
Just tell him.

385
00:15:14,951 --> 00:15:18,758
I know, you wanna roll out
the red carpet, but look at him.

386
00:15:19,492 --> 00:15:23,167
You were awarded the surgical
residency you wanted.

387
00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:25,037
Are you, are you serious?

388
00:15:25,071 --> 00:15:26,875
I don't joke about surgery.

389
00:15:28,077 --> 00:15:29,514
Congratulations, TJ.

390
00:15:29,514 --> 00:15:31,517
Thank you.

391
00:15:32,485 --> 00:15:34,490
I can't thank you
enough, Dr. Ridley.

392
00:15:34,524 --> 00:15:36,393
It's truly been an honor.

393
00:15:36,962 --> 00:15:38,297
Alright, yeah. Get outta here.

394
00:15:38,363 --> 00:15:41,103
I gotta find the ass that's
gonna sit in this chair.

395
00:15:41,169 --> 00:15:42,840
Yes ma'am, yes ma'am.

396
00:15:49,219 --> 00:15:51,558
- Hey.
- Guess you can't sleep.

397
00:15:51,625 --> 00:15:53,260
Be easier if you were here.

398
00:15:53,327 --> 00:15:54,262
Don't I wish?

399
00:15:54,329 --> 00:15:56,568
Please, tell me you
heard something.

400
00:15:56,601 --> 00:16:01,209
Not about the big jobs
but I got some good news.

401
00:16:01,577 --> 00:16:02,913
You're gonna be a surgeon.

402
00:16:02,946 --> 00:16:04,517
In like, five years.

403
00:16:04,584 --> 00:16:08,825
- Oh my God. Oh my God.
How, how did she tell you?

404
00:16:08,892 --> 00:16:10,461
She just called me
into her office.

405
00:16:10,529 --> 00:16:12,498
But before you panic,
she's been in there all day

406
00:16:12,566 --> 00:16:14,904
with Dr. Hamda, interviewing
people to succeed her.

407
00:16:14,971 --> 00:16:17,208
She squeezed me into
a 15 second slot,

408
00:16:17,242 --> 00:16:18,912
so I don't think
she's getting to your gig

409
00:16:18,979 --> 00:16:20,549
until the end of the day.

410
00:16:20,616 --> 00:16:23,153
Well, whatever happens, we're
gonna celebrate you tonight,

411
00:16:23,220 --> 00:16:24,924
and I'm not gonna
think about Amy Larsen

412
00:16:24,990 --> 00:16:25,692
for the rest of the day.

413
00:16:25,859 --> 00:16:29,165
Somehow I doubt that,
but nice try.

414
00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:36,915
And?

415
00:16:36,982 --> 00:16:38,552
I don't know.

416
00:16:38,585 --> 00:16:40,321
It's kind of hard
to watch this parade

417
00:16:40,388 --> 00:16:41,490
of pretenders to your throne.

418
00:16:41,557 --> 00:16:42,526
'Twas a short reign,

419
00:16:42,593 --> 00:16:44,531
but a worthy one. I hope.

420
00:16:44,597 --> 00:16:45,633
Anyone you like yet?

421
00:16:45,666 --> 00:16:47,468
0 for 4 thus far.

422
00:16:47,503 --> 00:16:49,339
I think he's getting
finicky in his old age.

423
00:16:49,372 --> 00:16:51,644
I'm just trying
to top Dr. Miller.

424
00:16:51,744 --> 00:16:55,586
Please, just pick somebody
I don't have a history with.

425
00:16:55,652 --> 00:16:57,422
I'm offended by that.

426
00:16:57,489 --> 00:17:00,461
I'll be a little more docile
if you name me Chief Resident.

427
00:17:00,529 --> 00:17:02,032
Cocky.

428
00:17:02,098 --> 00:17:03,167
Keep me out of this.

429
00:17:04,570 --> 00:17:06,774
I'm being summoned.

430
00:17:10,214 --> 00:17:13,420
So, Hayley and her father
chose the medication route,

431
00:17:13,453 --> 00:17:14,924
went ahead and moved them
to a procedure room

432
00:17:14,990 --> 00:17:17,128
so we could avoid
a confrontation with the mother.

433
00:17:17,663 --> 00:17:19,567
You're really going
above and beyond.

434
00:17:19,567 --> 00:17:21,805
Just respecting
our patient's wishes.

435
00:17:21,872 --> 00:17:24,108
Yeah, you keep saying that.

436
00:17:25,311 --> 00:17:27,215
Okay, what's that
supposed to mean?

437
00:17:27,850 --> 00:17:29,419
Would you do this to Rachel?

438
00:17:29,486 --> 00:17:31,257
If you were in
the same situation?

439
00:17:31,323 --> 00:17:33,194
If Mia asked me to, yeah.

440
00:17:33,562 --> 00:17:35,364
I guess you're really
comfortable with secrets.

441
00:17:35,431 --> 00:17:37,670
- Okay, come on.
Is that what this is about?

442
00:17:37,737 --> 00:17:39,640
I don't know, I was surprised

443
00:17:39,707 --> 00:17:41,811
at how quickly you took
the father's position

444
00:17:41,878 --> 00:17:43,481
without even trying to mediate.

445
00:17:43,582 --> 00:17:45,484
Listen, fathers
and daughters are capable

446
00:17:45,585 --> 00:17:47,322
of having this kind
of bond, okay?

447
00:17:47,355 --> 00:17:48,424
I know that might
be triggering for you,

448
00:17:48,490 --> 00:17:50,595
but we have to listen...
- That's, that's a low blow.

449
00:17:50,629 --> 00:17:53,033
- What is this?
What's going on here?

450
00:17:53,067 --> 00:17:54,202
You tell me.

451
00:17:54,637 --> 00:17:57,042
I don't like when you try
and play by your own rules,

452
00:17:57,108 --> 00:17:59,279
but you just expect
everyone else to go along.

453
00:17:59,345 --> 00:18:01,784
- Oh, is that what I do?
- Sometimes, yeah.

454
00:18:02,418 --> 00:18:04,022
Good to know.

455
00:18:04,523 --> 00:18:07,629
Should we go see our patient
in witness protection?

456
00:18:12,472 --> 00:18:15,244
Houston, we're approaching
the moons of Mars.

457
00:18:15,311 --> 00:18:17,415
Phobos on my right.

458
00:18:18,384 --> 00:18:20,488
And Demos on your left.

459
00:18:20,556 --> 00:18:21,825
Dr. Walker.

460
00:18:21,891 --> 00:18:24,663
Aww, you feeling any better
with the medications?

461
00:18:24,730 --> 00:18:27,569
Not yet. Feeling a little
short of breath.

462
00:18:27,636 --> 00:18:29,974
I'll increase the dose
of your pain meds, then.

463
00:18:30,007 --> 00:18:33,314
Meantime, I
came by to give you...

464
00:18:33,380 --> 00:18:34,684
This.

465
00:18:34,717 --> 00:18:36,086
A rocket?

466
00:18:36,153 --> 00:18:38,090
You have to put it together.

467
00:18:39,893 --> 00:18:41,430
I know you have other patients,

468
00:18:41,496 --> 00:18:42,833
but would you by any chance

469
00:18:42,900 --> 00:18:44,770
have time to help me
assemble it?

470
00:18:45,839 --> 00:18:48,176
I'd like nothing more.

471
00:18:49,580 --> 00:18:51,483
Your oxygen levels are holding,

472
00:18:51,517 --> 00:18:53,420
I just need to take
a blood sample

473
00:18:53,420 --> 00:18:55,726
to make sure
there's no internal bleeding.

474
00:18:56,026 --> 00:18:56,995
Internal bleeding?

475
00:18:57,095 --> 00:19:00,702
I warned you earlier
about a potential rupture.

476
00:19:01,336 --> 00:19:02,238
And?

477
00:19:03,775 --> 00:19:05,044
Levels are a little low.

478
00:19:05,111 --> 00:19:06,681
So it's bad?

479
00:19:06,714 --> 00:19:08,217
No, you're not bleeding,

480
00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:09,821
but we need to
continue to monitor.

481
00:19:09,888 --> 00:19:13,761
This is the unpredictability
aspect I was concerned about.

482
00:19:20,842 --> 00:19:22,512
She keeps calling me.

483
00:19:23,380 --> 00:19:25,250
I know, I turned my phone off.

484
00:19:25,317 --> 00:19:28,356
You really think that's
a fair way to handle this?

485
00:19:28,423 --> 00:19:29,693
Look, I don't know
what else to do.

486
00:19:29,760 --> 00:19:31,430
I mean, you explained the
situation to her,

487
00:19:31,463 --> 00:19:32,866
sounds like she won't
take no for an answer,

488
00:19:32,933 --> 00:19:34,002
which is part of her problem.

489
00:19:34,102 --> 00:19:35,706
Well, imagine what
it's like to be her,

490
00:19:35,773 --> 00:19:38,043
and not know what's
going on with her daughter.

491
00:19:38,678 --> 00:19:40,447
You're hiding my child from me?

492
00:19:40,515 --> 00:19:42,418
What procedure
are you even doing?

493
00:19:42,452 --> 00:19:44,723
I'm sorry, like we told you...

494
00:19:44,790 --> 00:19:46,995
- This is insane.
She's 16, she's my child.

495
00:19:47,062 --> 00:19:48,197
How can you do this?
- I'm pregnant.

496
00:19:48,297 --> 00:19:52,338
Okay? And it's stuck in my tube,
and they have to get it out.

497
00:19:53,608 --> 00:19:56,547
Do you wanna tell me how
irresponsible I am now?

498
00:19:56,614 --> 00:19:58,618
I'm sorry. Mrs. Sato,
I told you,

499
00:19:58,651 --> 00:20:00,054
you're not permitted
to be in here.

500
00:20:00,088 --> 00:20:02,025
Is that why you
came early today?

501
00:20:02,058 --> 00:20:03,795
Cause you were taking her
to the doctor?

502
00:20:03,829 --> 00:20:05,164
Are you crazy?

503
00:20:05,197 --> 00:20:07,537
I didn't know till they told me,
neither did she.

504
00:20:07,603 --> 00:20:10,474
I'm sorry you had to
find out this way.

505
00:20:14,282 --> 00:20:15,952
It's okay.

506
00:20:27,610 --> 00:20:29,346
It's like Russian Roulette
in that office.

507
00:20:29,379 --> 00:20:30,582
Did she talk to you yet?

508
00:20:30,616 --> 00:20:32,919
She said I'm a schmuck, but
too good a doctor to let go.

509
00:20:32,953 --> 00:20:34,790
One of the nicest
things anybody's said about me.

510
00:20:34,857 --> 00:20:37,563
So you're just hanging out,
watching the firing squad?

511
00:20:37,663 --> 00:20:38,497
Yeah.

512
00:20:38,565 --> 00:20:41,202
Oh jeez, another one
bites the dust.

513
00:20:41,537 --> 00:20:43,407
Thank you.

514
00:20:44,343 --> 00:20:45,945
Nice working with y'all.

515
00:20:48,752 --> 00:20:49,954
Oh God.

516
00:20:50,020 --> 00:20:51,489
Liz.

517
00:20:53,427 --> 00:20:55,031
It's gonna be fine.

518
00:20:55,131 --> 00:20:56,834
You got this.

519
00:21:07,522 --> 00:21:10,829
- Hi.
- Hi. You look terrified.

520
00:21:10,862 --> 00:21:12,633
I think everyone is.

521
00:21:12,666 --> 00:21:14,603
You're an excellent nurse, Liz.

522
00:21:14,670 --> 00:21:18,076
But you have
a credibility problem.

523
00:21:18,711 --> 00:21:20,816
You don't know
what I'm talking about?

524
00:21:20,883 --> 00:21:23,020
No, not exactly.

525
00:21:23,054 --> 00:21:26,159
Remember that incident with
the faulty dose of lorazepam

526
00:21:26,226 --> 00:21:28,565
that Dr. Larsen
supposedly prescribed?

527
00:21:28,598 --> 00:21:30,569
I've been through
that with Dr. Hamda,

528
00:21:30,636 --> 00:21:32,973
everyone knows that
Hannah was manipulating me.

529
00:21:33,074 --> 00:21:37,048
Right. But it took some time
for people to believe that,

530
00:21:37,148 --> 00:21:39,319
because you lied for Dr. Miller,

531
00:21:39,352 --> 00:21:41,791
when he tried to cover up
the death of Bill Dixon.

532
00:21:41,857 --> 00:21:44,764
I don't need to remind you
of the impact of that lie.

533
00:21:44,830 --> 00:21:46,199
But, but that was...

534
00:21:46,266 --> 00:21:47,468
Not that long ago, Liz.

535
00:21:47,536 --> 00:21:49,640
And people will
always remember it.

536
00:21:49,707 --> 00:21:51,778
That's the thing
about your reputation,

537
00:21:51,844 --> 00:21:53,748
you only have one,
and once you lose it,

538
00:21:53,815 --> 00:21:56,352
it's almost impossible
to get it back.

539
00:21:58,958 --> 00:22:00,261
I understand.

540
00:22:00,294 --> 00:22:02,833
The question is,
does it bother you?

541
00:22:03,568 --> 00:22:06,473
Yeah, of course it bothers me.

542
00:22:06,507 --> 00:22:07,509
And yet he's still here,

543
00:22:07,542 --> 00:22:10,481
a daily reminder of
the damage he did to you.

544
00:22:10,515 --> 00:22:13,988
The hospital brought him back,
knowing everything.

545
00:22:14,723 --> 00:22:17,294
What could I do at this point?

546
00:22:17,796 --> 00:22:19,566
Find your voice.

547
00:22:23,073 --> 00:22:24,008
Sixteen years.

548
00:22:24,108 --> 00:22:25,746
You're trying to
make her hate me.

549
00:22:25,846 --> 00:22:27,550
It's that look on your face,
you're always mad,

550
00:22:27,583 --> 00:22:28,785
always disappointed.

551
00:22:28,818 --> 00:22:30,923
She knows I'll leave her alone.
- Yeah, you leave her alone.

552
00:22:30,989 --> 00:22:32,025
You left her alone so much
that she's pregnant.

553
00:22:32,058 --> 00:22:34,161
Right, of course,
you blame it all on me.

554
00:22:34,228 --> 00:22:37,469
She is having an adverse
reaction to the methotrexate.

555
00:22:37,536 --> 00:22:39,339
She's in renal failure.

556
00:22:39,372 --> 00:22:40,642
Put her on dialysis.

557
00:22:40,709 --> 00:22:41,844
It's not gonna be that simple.

558
00:22:41,944 --> 00:22:44,851
I'm seeing some hemodynamic
instability from the pregnancy.

559
00:22:45,218 --> 00:22:47,455
So, what do you want to do?

560
00:22:47,522 --> 00:22:49,727
CRRT and vasopressors.

561
00:22:49,727 --> 00:22:52,498
You're not concerned about
cardiovascular collapse?

562
00:22:52,566 --> 00:22:56,373
Yeah, of course I am, but um,
surgery's a higher risk now.

563
00:22:56,406 --> 00:22:58,611
Well, that was exactly
my point to begin with.

564
00:22:58,644 --> 00:23:01,249
I will go tell the parents.

565
00:23:01,282 --> 00:23:02,953
Yeah.

566
00:23:05,291 --> 00:23:07,195
Hi. Hayley's reacting
negatively to the drugs.

567
00:23:07,228 --> 00:23:09,967
So we are gonna have to put her
on a new course of treatment.

568
00:23:10,034 --> 00:23:13,140
Okay, is there some sort of
decision that needs to be made?

569
00:23:13,207 --> 00:23:15,578
Not anymore,
that was this morning.

570
00:23:29,674 --> 00:23:32,613
Oh. Sonya,
thanks for coming in,

571
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,182
I know you were
on call last night.

572
00:23:34,215 --> 00:23:37,421
Oh, no. I'm glad I'll have
a chance to say goodbye,

573
00:23:37,455 --> 00:23:39,292
and to thank you.

574
00:23:39,358 --> 00:23:40,562
For what?

575
00:23:40,562 --> 00:23:42,131
For mentoring me,

576
00:23:42,198 --> 00:23:45,004
and for even considering me
for Chief Resident.

577
00:23:45,037 --> 00:23:46,808
For the record, um...

578
00:23:46,875 --> 00:23:48,644
I understand why
you brought your concerns

579
00:23:48,678 --> 00:23:50,649
about my health to Dr. Heller.

580
00:23:50,682 --> 00:23:52,719
You risked a great deal
doing that.

581
00:23:52,819 --> 00:23:54,623
Most people would have
looked the other way.

582
00:23:54,690 --> 00:23:55,959
Well, I appreciate
you saying that.

583
00:23:56,025 --> 00:24:00,602
In any event, I wanted
to give you one last chance

584
00:24:00,668 --> 00:24:03,641
to make your case
for the coveted post.

585
00:24:06,246 --> 00:24:09,954
Well, I think
I'm a very good doctor.

586
00:24:09,987 --> 00:24:13,728
I have compassion
for my patients,

587
00:24:13,762 --> 00:24:15,532
I work well with my colleagues,

588
00:24:15,599 --> 00:24:17,603
I learn from my mistakes,

589
00:24:17,670 --> 00:24:20,408
and I think I can
be a great teacher.

590
00:24:20,475 --> 00:24:22,946
And in terms
of you and Dr. Larsen?

591
00:24:24,015 --> 00:24:26,452
I read the transcript
of your interrogation

592
00:24:26,486 --> 00:24:28,892
during that internal
review about Dr. Clark.

593
00:24:28,958 --> 00:24:29,793
Yes.

594
00:24:29,860 --> 00:24:31,163
You could have put your foot

595
00:24:31,196 --> 00:24:32,264
on Amy's neck that day.

596
00:24:32,331 --> 00:24:36,005
Matter of fact,
you lied to protect her.

597
00:24:36,540 --> 00:24:37,976
Yeah, I had my reasons.

598
00:24:38,043 --> 00:24:39,078
You respect her.

599
00:24:39,112 --> 00:24:40,281
Everyone does.

600
00:24:40,347 --> 00:24:42,886
And if you were sitting in my
chair, who would you choose?

601
00:24:42,953 --> 00:24:45,992
Well, that's kind of
a trick question, right?

602
00:24:46,059 --> 00:24:49,198
To build my case,
I'd have to disparage her.

603
00:24:49,265 --> 00:24:50,869
Which you fear is dangerous

604
00:24:50,902 --> 00:24:52,706
because of our long
relationship?

605
00:24:53,875 --> 00:24:57,448
If I've earned it on my own
merits, it'll be mine.

606
00:24:57,515 --> 00:24:58,416
If not,

607
00:24:58,584 --> 00:25:01,523
I'm sure she'd make
an excellent Chief Resident,

608
00:25:01,590 --> 00:25:04,663
and you'll make the best
decision for the department.

609
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:10,407
- My last patient took so long.
How are we doing?

610
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:12,546
I'm good.

611
00:25:12,613 --> 00:25:14,683
You finished it without me.

612
00:25:15,786 --> 00:25:18,089
Can we... launch it now?

613
00:25:18,123 --> 00:25:21,797
Um, we need to get your
breathing under control first.

614
00:25:21,864 --> 00:25:24,135
How long's this been
going on for?

615
00:25:24,202 --> 00:25:25,972
Maybe 20 minutes.

616
00:25:26,006 --> 00:25:28,076
Why didn't you call someone?

617
00:25:28,143 --> 00:25:30,247
Got that buzzer there,
you know that, right?

618
00:25:30,782 --> 00:25:33,954
I figured they got machines,
they can see what's going on.

619
00:25:34,021 --> 00:25:36,593
Why don't you hit
that button now?

620
00:25:38,597 --> 00:25:40,635
Okay. Take a deep breath for me.

621
00:25:41,570 --> 00:25:43,039
It hurts.

622
00:25:44,142 --> 00:25:45,979
Sharp or dull pain?

623
00:25:46,012 --> 00:25:48,049
I would say sharp.

624
00:25:49,151 --> 00:25:51,489
Okay. Take a really
deep breath for me.

625
00:25:51,523 --> 00:25:52,759
It hurts even more.

626
00:25:52,793 --> 00:25:55,464
Okay. Believe it or not,
that's good news.

627
00:25:55,532 --> 00:25:57,636
It means the fluid's
around your lungs

628
00:25:57,669 --> 00:25:59,338
and not in your lungs.

629
00:25:59,405 --> 00:26:01,710
Pleural effusion,
we need to tap.

630
00:26:03,246 --> 00:26:06,185
Just gonna put a little
oxygen mask on you, okay?

631
00:26:08,591 --> 00:26:10,595
It's Cliff, leave a message.

632
00:26:10,662 --> 00:26:12,064
Cliff, it's Gina.

633
00:26:12,097 --> 00:26:14,837
Walter's in distress,
and we need your sign-off again.

634
00:26:14,870 --> 00:26:17,942
Call me back, please? Now.

635
00:26:18,009 --> 00:26:20,481
God knows when we'll hear back.
- We can't afford to wait.

636
00:26:20,548 --> 00:26:24,288
Get it set up, I'll take
the responsibility.

637
00:26:32,404 --> 00:26:34,142
It's my understanding that
you were in the running

638
00:26:34,209 --> 00:26:36,012
to become Chief of Internal
Medicine at St. Paul's

639
00:26:36,079 --> 00:26:36,981
six years ago.

640
00:26:37,014 --> 00:26:39,151
I was, then had
a change of heart.

641
00:26:39,184 --> 00:26:42,125
So, an MBA, then Chief
Administrator at Regency Clinic,

642
00:26:42,125 --> 00:26:45,030
two years VP of Clinical
Medicine at Grace River.

643
00:26:45,063 --> 00:26:47,235
They were headed for bankruptcy.

644
00:26:47,301 --> 00:26:49,038
He turned that place around.

645
00:26:49,105 --> 00:26:52,445
The thing I'm most proud of is
our patient satisfaction scores.

646
00:26:52,546 --> 00:26:54,248
The open access
outpatient system

647
00:26:54,315 --> 00:26:55,785
had a lot to do with that.

648
00:26:55,852 --> 00:26:57,756
Most institutions resist that.

649
00:26:57,789 --> 00:26:59,794
How'd you get it
past their board?

650
00:26:59,827 --> 00:27:02,097
Passion and persistence.

651
00:27:02,164 --> 00:27:04,970
And you still kept your
hand in clinical practice.

652
00:27:05,004 --> 00:27:06,741
I'm in the clinic
at least once a week.

653
00:27:06,774 --> 00:27:08,744
I'm a better administrator

654
00:27:08,778 --> 00:27:11,382
if I stay connected to
the medicine and our staff.

655
00:27:11,415 --> 00:27:13,219
Admirable. But you realize

656
00:27:13,286 --> 00:27:15,358
that we're too big a hospital
to accommodate that.

657
00:27:15,391 --> 00:27:17,295
I do, and I'll miss it,

658
00:27:17,361 --> 00:27:19,165
but it would be worth it

659
00:27:19,198 --> 00:27:21,369
to have the kind of impact
I'm looking for.

660
00:27:21,436 --> 00:27:23,775
Thank you so much for coming in.

661
00:27:23,841 --> 00:27:25,912
Thank you, Dr. Ridley.

662
00:27:32,626 --> 00:27:34,763
Okay, what's wrong
with this one?

663
00:27:34,796 --> 00:27:37,134
Nothing. He's great.

664
00:27:37,201 --> 00:27:38,237
Come on, Michael.

665
00:27:38,337 --> 00:27:40,542
This is starting to
feel like Goldilocks.

666
00:27:40,608 --> 00:27:41,877
What is it? Spit it out.

667
00:27:41,911 --> 00:27:43,146
You're gonna think I'm crazy.

668
00:27:43,213 --> 00:27:45,852
Crazy is probably the last word

669
00:27:45,919 --> 00:27:47,789
anyone would use
to describe you.

670
00:27:47,823 --> 00:27:49,826
I think maybe...

671
00:27:51,195 --> 00:27:53,968
I'm the best person
for that chair.

672
00:27:57,642 --> 00:27:58,978
You?

673
00:27:59,011 --> 00:28:00,280
Yes.

674
00:28:02,118 --> 00:28:06,527
So, you saved those
two people in the woods,

675
00:28:06,593 --> 00:28:09,900
and got a taste of
the action again, and...

676
00:28:09,967 --> 00:28:12,204
I miss getting my hands dirty.

677
00:28:12,238 --> 00:28:14,643
And the camaraderie
with the other doctors,

678
00:28:14,709 --> 00:28:15,410
and everything I went to

679
00:28:15,544 --> 00:28:16,680
med school for
in the first place.

680
00:28:16,747 --> 00:28:19,787
And, oh boy, wouldn't it be
nice to get away from Max

681
00:28:19,853 --> 00:28:21,055
and those insipid suits.

682
00:28:21,089 --> 00:28:21,991
Definitely.

683
00:28:22,058 --> 00:28:23,761
Plus you'd be
even closer to Amy.

684
00:28:23,795 --> 00:28:25,431
That has nothing to do with it.

685
00:28:25,497 --> 00:28:26,499
No?

686
00:28:26,701 --> 00:28:29,372
I love her, but she's not
taking me back anytime soon.

687
00:28:29,439 --> 00:28:32,645
So no, that's not a bonus,
that's probably a downside.

688
00:28:34,516 --> 00:28:35,484
Okay.

689
00:28:35,719 --> 00:28:38,691
Now, tell me why you think
it'd be good for the department.

690
00:28:38,724 --> 00:28:40,929
Well, for starters,
I'm an excellent doctor.

691
00:28:40,996 --> 00:28:42,566
Who hasn't practiced in a year.

692
00:28:42,633 --> 00:28:43,500
Ten months.

693
00:28:43,601 --> 00:28:45,103
And I've maintained
my board certification,

694
00:28:45,137 --> 00:28:46,372
so rust would not be a factor.

695
00:28:46,439 --> 00:28:48,377
And no one who could sit in that
sit would have

696
00:28:48,410 --> 00:28:50,381
my administrative experience
and leadership skills.

697
00:28:50,448 --> 00:28:52,351
And you left out that you
could hit the ground running,

698
00:28:52,385 --> 00:28:54,890
cause you know all the players
and help stabilize a department

699
00:28:54,924 --> 00:28:56,226
that's had a lot of turbulence.

700
00:28:56,293 --> 00:28:58,496
Well, it sounds like
you could support this.

701
00:28:58,598 --> 00:28:59,934
Only one thing.

702
00:28:59,967 --> 00:29:01,235
You started this by saying

703
00:29:01,302 --> 00:29:03,073
you think you could be
the best person for the job.

704
00:29:03,106 --> 00:29:05,311
If you're going to
walk in Max's office

705
00:29:05,344 --> 00:29:07,314
with my endorsement,

706
00:29:07,414 --> 00:29:09,418
you better know you are.

707
00:29:10,988 --> 00:29:12,391
- Okay, Walter.
So, Dr. Coleman's

708
00:29:12,424 --> 00:29:15,364
gonna stick that needle into
the space between your chest

709
00:29:15,397 --> 00:29:17,234
and your lung,
to relieve the pressure there.

710
00:29:17,301 --> 00:29:20,206
Now, you should be numb from
the medication we gave you,

711
00:29:20,273 --> 00:29:24,082
but if you feel any pressure,
or more out of breath,

712
00:29:24,149 --> 00:29:26,954
then you just
let us know, alright?

713
00:29:36,339 --> 00:29:37,642
Does it hurt?

714
00:29:37,675 --> 00:29:38,510
No.

715
00:29:38,711 --> 00:29:41,449
Good, that's because
you're numb, like I said.

716
00:29:41,482 --> 00:29:43,921
Just try to relax, alright?

717
00:29:55,210 --> 00:29:58,449
- Why does it look like milk?
Is that okay?

718
00:30:01,022 --> 00:30:04,162
The counselor you sent him
with left him alone in the ER,

719
00:30:04,195 --> 00:30:05,999
said he had
something else to do.

720
00:30:06,065 --> 00:30:07,902
Well, he thought that
the social worker

721
00:30:07,936 --> 00:30:09,004
was gonna be there any minute,

722
00:30:09,071 --> 00:30:10,373
and we have eight
kids with the flu.

723
00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:12,010
So he hustled back.

724
00:30:12,077 --> 00:30:14,415
Well, the social worker didn't
come, and was never even called.

725
00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:15,618
And I reprimanded him.

726
00:30:15,718 --> 00:30:18,056
But he's got a GED and he's
getting paid 12 bucks an hour.

727
00:30:18,122 --> 00:30:20,060
And you know what?
I'm lucky to have him.

728
00:30:20,093 --> 00:30:21,630
He's one of the best
people on my staff.

729
00:30:21,697 --> 00:30:25,170
I just looked at his medical
file, going all the way back.

730
00:30:25,204 --> 00:30:26,907
Delayed decisions on his care

731
00:30:26,940 --> 00:30:28,476
have been hurting
him a long time.

732
00:30:28,511 --> 00:30:31,415
You don't have to tell me
the system's broken.

733
00:30:32,217 --> 00:30:34,055
Seems like such a great kid.

734
00:30:34,088 --> 00:30:35,457
Oh, he's exceptional.

735
00:30:35,490 --> 00:30:39,700
I mean, we had his IQ tested,
he was over 130.

736
00:30:39,766 --> 00:30:42,071
Kind, never complains.

737
00:30:42,104 --> 00:30:44,776
So much to give the world.

738
00:30:45,210 --> 00:30:47,882
And he's falling
through the cracks.

739
00:30:53,862 --> 00:30:55,999
Vitals are stable.

740
00:30:56,032 --> 00:30:58,303
Looks like this is
starting to work.

741
00:30:58,336 --> 00:30:59,506
Starting?

742
00:30:59,573 --> 00:31:00,975
It'll be a couple more hours

743
00:31:01,009 --> 00:31:02,445
until we've cleared the toxins

744
00:31:02,512 --> 00:31:03,848
and we can see for sure

745
00:31:03,881 --> 00:31:05,450
that your kidney
function's normalizing.

746
00:31:05,518 --> 00:31:08,256
- And what if it's not?
- Then we'll figure it out.

747
00:31:08,322 --> 00:31:12,064
Obviously, this isn't how
any of us wanted it,

748
00:31:12,097 --> 00:31:15,972
and I know you've had
a very difficult day.

749
00:31:16,574 --> 00:31:19,846
Probably should have told
my mom from the beginning.

750
00:31:20,648 --> 00:31:23,621
You know, my daughter was closer

751
00:31:23,688 --> 00:31:25,190
to her father for a long time.

752
00:31:25,257 --> 00:31:27,327
And I brought that on myself.

753
00:31:27,394 --> 00:31:30,501
But the thing that
I am grateful for

754
00:31:30,568 --> 00:31:33,340
is that she let me know why,

755
00:31:33,407 --> 00:31:35,645
and she gave me
a chance to fix it.

756
00:31:35,945 --> 00:31:37,347
You don't know my mother.

757
00:31:37,414 --> 00:31:40,789
No, but hospitals have
a way of humbling people.

758
00:31:40,822 --> 00:31:43,260
And I'm pretty sure

759
00:31:43,326 --> 00:31:45,999
your message to her
was loud and clear.

760
00:31:46,066 --> 00:31:48,971
So maybe, this is
a place to start.

761
00:31:52,478 --> 00:31:55,417
I don't know how
it all got to this.

762
00:31:56,052 --> 00:31:59,358
I think that winning became
the most important thing.

763
00:31:59,425 --> 00:32:02,063
Instead of what was
best for Hayley.

764
00:32:03,333 --> 00:32:05,370
- It's not as simple as that.
- Come on, man.

765
00:32:05,403 --> 00:32:07,341
You gonna tell me a part of you
wasn't feeling pretty good

766
00:32:07,374 --> 00:32:08,476
about being
the chosen parent today.

767
00:32:08,577 --> 00:32:11,516
I get it, I'm a divorced dad,
I know how things can be.

768
00:32:11,583 --> 00:32:15,023
- Then why didn't you push?
The way Dr. Larsen did?

769
00:32:15,691 --> 00:32:17,295
I mean, I wouldn't
want some doctor

770
00:32:17,328 --> 00:32:18,864
who barely knows
my daughter doing that.

771
00:32:18,931 --> 00:32:21,870
But listen, I do think
that for Hayley's sake,

772
00:32:21,937 --> 00:32:24,475
you gotta try and repair
things with your ex.

773
00:32:24,543 --> 00:32:27,716
Look, man.
You're gonna have birthdays,

774
00:32:27,783 --> 00:32:30,154
and graduations, and weddings,

775
00:32:30,187 --> 00:32:32,357
hopefully some grandkids,

776
00:32:32,424 --> 00:32:34,529
and you're gonna
need to co-exist.

777
00:32:34,596 --> 00:32:37,167
Maybe even find a way
to share some of the joy.

778
00:32:38,436 --> 00:32:41,543
- Hey, did I miss something?
I was in the restroom.

779
00:32:41,977 --> 00:32:43,346
She is turning a corner.

780
00:32:43,380 --> 00:32:47,588
But she's still gonna need
a lot of support.

781
00:32:47,955 --> 00:32:49,659
Thank you.

782
00:33:05,792 --> 00:33:07,562
- I've been offered the CMO job.
- Here?

783
00:33:07,629 --> 00:33:09,600
- Yes.
- I work here.

784
00:33:09,633 --> 00:33:10,668
This, this is mine.

785
00:33:10,702 --> 00:33:13,874
They pursued me,
and this is a huge opportunity.

786
00:33:13,908 --> 00:33:16,479
There are a hundred
other jobs, Michael.

787
00:33:16,513 --> 00:33:17,549
Not in Minneapolis.

788
00:33:17,615 --> 00:33:20,989
Only other openings at
this level are in St. Louis,

789
00:33:21,022 --> 00:33:22,291
New York and Rhode Island.

790
00:33:22,324 --> 00:33:24,261
And I'm not missing
Katie's senior year,

791
00:33:24,295 --> 00:33:25,497
or moving her
to one of those places.

792
00:33:25,531 --> 00:33:27,702
What about
the conflict of interest?

793
00:33:27,769 --> 00:33:29,706
There is no conflict
of interest.

794
00:33:29,739 --> 00:33:32,043
I'm gonna be your boss.

795
00:33:35,317 --> 00:33:37,522
Ready to crown a winner?

796
00:33:39,526 --> 00:33:42,031
The candidates
are all impressive.

797
00:33:42,064 --> 00:33:44,101
Um, speaking with them

798
00:33:44,135 --> 00:33:46,607
solidified my opinion of what,

799
00:33:46,707 --> 00:33:49,278
and who, is needed.

800
00:33:49,344 --> 00:33:50,615
Okay.

801
00:33:50,681 --> 00:33:53,286
I know how much
you want to replace me.

802
00:33:53,319 --> 00:33:55,858
But I have three
years left on my contract,

803
00:33:55,858 --> 00:33:59,331
so let me run Internal Medicine.

804
00:34:01,636 --> 00:34:03,106
Are you kidding me?

805
00:34:03,173 --> 00:34:04,810
You get to fill my position

806
00:34:04,877 --> 00:34:06,379
with someone who's
more of a yes man,

807
00:34:06,446 --> 00:34:07,982
I think that's what you want.

808
00:34:08,015 --> 00:34:09,519
And you're willing
to take the pay cut?

809
00:34:09,552 --> 00:34:11,489
Money's not
the primary factor for me.

810
00:34:11,557 --> 00:34:13,861
But I do need
Joan's contract terms.

811
00:34:13,894 --> 00:34:15,932
Ah, the ones you
gave away to someone

812
00:34:15,965 --> 00:34:18,069
who should never
have had the job.

813
00:34:18,102 --> 00:34:19,304
I've been here long enough

814
00:34:19,338 --> 00:34:21,142
to know where a lot
of bodies are buried.

815
00:34:21,208 --> 00:34:23,313
I have a similar map.

816
00:34:23,380 --> 00:34:24,883
Let's go to
our separate corners.

817
00:34:24,950 --> 00:34:28,323
You raise money and worry
about the hospital's image,

818
00:34:28,356 --> 00:34:30,662
I'll go save patients

819
00:34:30,728 --> 00:34:31,964
and train great doctors

820
00:34:31,997 --> 00:34:33,668
in a culture
people can believe in.

821
00:34:33,701 --> 00:34:35,270
Back to your roots, huh?

822
00:34:36,372 --> 00:34:38,209
I guess you could say that.

823
00:34:54,743 --> 00:34:58,015
I know you have some
pretty strong feelings about me,

824
00:34:58,082 --> 00:34:59,285
I just wanted to tell you

825
00:34:59,352 --> 00:35:01,189
how much I've
always respected you.

826
00:35:01,523 --> 00:35:03,860
And I'm very sorry
you're leaving,

827
00:35:03,927 --> 00:35:06,231
especially under
these circumstances.

828
00:35:07,100 --> 00:35:07,769
You're right.

829
00:35:07,936 --> 00:35:10,273
I do have strong
feelings about you.

830
00:35:23,534 --> 00:35:26,740
I need you to say Dr. Larsen

831
00:35:26,774 --> 00:35:30,480
prescribed the wrong medication.

832
00:35:39,699 --> 00:35:41,168
Am I okay?

833
00:35:41,235 --> 00:35:42,103
You're stabilized,

834
00:35:42,170 --> 00:35:43,807
but we still need to do
a few more tests.

835
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:46,312
So I'm not gonna make it
to the science fair?

836
00:35:46,379 --> 00:35:48,684
I really wanted
to bring my rocket.

837
00:35:49,484 --> 00:35:50,888
I'm really sorry, Walter.

838
00:35:50,921 --> 00:35:54,796
But you're gonna need at least
a few days to recover.

839
00:35:55,531 --> 00:35:57,768
But I really need to get there.

840
00:35:57,802 --> 00:35:59,272
I know you feel like you do.

841
00:35:59,372 --> 00:36:01,776
But there will be other chances.

842
00:36:01,843 --> 00:36:04,414
And Mrs. Thompson came by,

843
00:36:04,448 --> 00:36:06,185
and left some
of your clothes for you.

844
00:36:06,285 --> 00:36:10,259
Wanted you to know
how much everyone misses you.

845
00:36:11,797 --> 00:36:14,903
I know you had to make
the decision about my treatment.

846
00:36:15,437 --> 00:36:17,508
Cause you couldn't find
anyone else to do it.

847
00:36:17,541 --> 00:36:19,679
That's okay, I'm a doctor.

848
00:36:19,779 --> 00:36:22,251
But you could've gotten
in trouble. Right?

849
00:36:22,318 --> 00:36:25,758
Well, I wasn't gonna
let you suffer anymore.

850
00:36:27,728 --> 00:36:31,870
- So what happens next time?
If I don't get as nice a doctor?

851
00:36:32,237 --> 00:36:34,008
I don't know, Walter.

852
00:36:34,075 --> 00:36:37,380
But we'll figure it out. Okay?

853
00:36:48,469 --> 00:36:50,841
I'm glad to see
they're in a better place.

854
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,414
I didn't like
how that went today.

855
00:36:55,416 --> 00:36:58,422
Yeah. Yeah, no, me neither.

856
00:36:59,458 --> 00:37:01,229
We both said things.

857
00:37:01,931 --> 00:37:04,803
You've been different since
you came back from Chicago.

858
00:37:05,838 --> 00:37:09,411
You've changed since
this whole thing with Rachel.

859
00:37:10,246 --> 00:37:11,616
Seriously?

860
00:37:11,650 --> 00:37:14,087
Are you saying you haven't?

861
00:37:14,923 --> 00:37:17,696
I think when you need time
to work out things with Michael,

862
00:37:17,729 --> 00:37:18,664
I just, I accept it.

863
00:37:18,730 --> 00:37:19,999
But when the shoe's
on the other foot...

864
00:37:20,066 --> 00:37:21,435
When the shoe's
on the other foot,

865
00:37:21,503 --> 00:37:23,774
you have a hard time
telling me the truth.

866
00:37:23,841 --> 00:37:26,846
And then you expect me
to accept that.

867
00:37:31,823 --> 00:37:33,794
I think we might need
some space tonight.

868
00:37:33,828 --> 00:37:36,566
Yeah. We do.

869
00:37:48,389 --> 00:37:51,997
So you're really going for
the suspense thing, huh?

870
00:37:52,599 --> 00:37:54,936
First order of business
is my successor.

871
00:37:55,003 --> 00:37:58,275
- You found someone already?
- It's going to be Michael.

872
00:37:59,545 --> 00:38:03,888
I know the whole thing in
the woods really galvanized him,

873
00:38:03,954 --> 00:38:05,991
but I wasn't expecting this.

874
00:38:06,058 --> 00:38:07,762
It's a lot more than the woods,

875
00:38:07,795 --> 00:38:11,034
and I think it'll be
stabilizing for the department.

876
00:38:12,070 --> 00:38:13,440
Yeah.

877
00:38:13,473 --> 00:38:14,675
Yeah, he's amazing.

878
00:38:14,742 --> 00:38:17,715
I mean, when I, when I
came out of my accident,

879
00:38:17,749 --> 00:38:19,284
I was surprised

880
00:38:19,318 --> 00:38:21,455
that he'd given it up
in the first place.

881
00:38:21,523 --> 00:38:23,159
He rediscovered his calling.

882
00:38:23,226 --> 00:38:25,531
Okay, well, maybe it'll be fun

883
00:38:25,598 --> 00:38:28,035
having two chiefs in the family.

884
00:38:28,102 --> 00:38:32,110
I wouldn't, wouldn't jump
the gun there, kiddo.

885
00:38:32,177 --> 00:38:34,348
What are you talking about?

886
00:38:34,414 --> 00:38:37,454
I'm... I'm concerned

887
00:38:37,521 --> 00:38:39,926
that you grabbed for
the Chief Residency

888
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:40,962
because you hate being an intern

889
00:38:40,995 --> 00:38:42,732
and it's the next highest
rung on the ladder.

890
00:38:42,799 --> 00:38:46,406
So, you'd give it to
somebody not as good as me?

891
00:38:46,472 --> 00:38:47,542
No, I'd give it to someone

892
00:38:47,542 --> 00:38:49,746
who understands the immensity
of the responsibility.

893
00:38:49,813 --> 00:38:52,651
I understand
the responsibility, Joan.

894
00:38:52,685 --> 00:38:55,489
So you want to teach,
and mentor, and train,

895
00:38:55,524 --> 00:38:59,198
and tolerate people of inferior
intelligence and acumen?

896
00:38:59,265 --> 00:39:01,269
I don't think of them that way.

897
00:39:01,335 --> 00:39:02,671
No?

898
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:09,385
I think you might
actually be good at it,

899
00:39:09,451 --> 00:39:11,388
I saw glimpses of it with TJ

900
00:39:11,455 --> 00:39:12,825
and Hannah from time to time,

901
00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:15,096
but it can't just be
people you're fond of.

902
00:39:15,163 --> 00:39:17,835
Oh, I wasn't
that fond of Hannah.

903
00:39:17,868 --> 00:39:20,040
Don't be clever, Amy.

904
00:39:21,008 --> 00:39:24,682
This is an inflection point,
so I need you to hear me.

905
00:39:24,749 --> 00:39:26,853
You've been focused on what
you think you need,

906
00:39:26,886 --> 00:39:29,626
whether it's Michael or Jake,
or being a good doctor,

907
00:39:29,659 --> 00:39:30,928
or finding your memories.

908
00:39:30,961 --> 00:39:31,997
I got news for you,

909
00:39:32,064 --> 00:39:34,736
most people are a complete
mystery to themselves,

910
00:39:34,769 --> 00:39:36,940
even when they have
all their memories.

911
00:39:42,952 --> 00:39:44,388
Why did you become a doctor?

912
00:39:44,455 --> 00:39:46,425
To help people.

913
00:39:46,458 --> 00:39:47,795
Of course.

914
00:39:47,828 --> 00:39:49,265
But also,

915
00:39:49,866 --> 00:39:52,938
also to validate your
sense of worth in the world,

916
00:39:53,005 --> 00:39:56,580
and I know how those
two things can get tangled up.

917
00:39:56,680 --> 00:39:59,151
I just did that to myself,

918
00:39:59,218 --> 00:40:00,988
so now I say this with humility.

919
00:40:01,055 --> 00:40:04,495
It is time for you to put
your own needs to the side,

920
00:40:04,529 --> 00:40:06,198
to use your greatness,

921
00:40:06,231 --> 00:40:08,269
to pull the greatness
out of others,

922
00:40:08,336 --> 00:40:09,906
including Sonya.

923
00:40:09,972 --> 00:40:11,909
I don't understand.

924
00:40:12,711 --> 00:40:17,922
I looked back at
the hiring notes on her,

925
00:40:17,955 --> 00:40:22,263
and you were the one
that fought for her.

926
00:40:22,297 --> 00:40:24,501
You said she has grit
and resilience,

927
00:40:24,535 --> 00:40:27,140
and she got back up
every time you knocked her down.

928
00:40:27,207 --> 00:40:31,683
Now, that's the kind of gal
I want leading next generation.

929
00:40:31,717 --> 00:40:33,887
- Great.
- And apparently, you did too.

930
00:40:33,954 --> 00:40:37,126
How am I supposed to teach her
if I'm two rungs below her?

931
00:40:37,193 --> 00:40:39,431
You won't be, cause
you'll be doing it together.

932
00:40:39,497 --> 00:40:40,901
Co-chiefs?

933
00:40:40,934 --> 00:40:42,303
It'll make you better.

934
00:40:42,370 --> 00:40:45,110
In all the ways that
really matter.

935
00:40:45,143 --> 00:40:46,513
Because the question is,

936
00:40:46,579 --> 00:40:49,719
what are you going to do
with the rest of your life?

937
00:40:49,786 --> 00:40:52,291
Self-development?
Self-fulfilment?

938
00:40:52,357 --> 00:40:54,629
Or service to others?

939
00:40:57,602 --> 00:40:59,038
But I won't push it forward,

940
00:40:59,138 --> 00:41:02,544
unless you tell me
you can see the wisdom in it.

941
00:41:03,547 --> 00:41:05,550
And I gotta believe you.

942
00:41:13,466 --> 00:41:15,069
Come here.

943
00:41:18,577 --> 00:41:21,214
I'm gonna miss you so much.

944
00:41:30,366 --> 00:41:31,736
Well?

945
00:41:33,674 --> 00:41:35,711
We're sharing it.

946
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:38,550
Didn't see that coming.

947
00:41:38,617 --> 00:41:40,153
Neither did I.

948
00:41:40,220 --> 00:41:41,656
Did you guys kiss and make up?

949
00:41:41,723 --> 00:41:45,329
We texted, very polite.

950
00:41:45,864 --> 00:41:47,602
I guess we'll just see
what tomorrow brings.

951
00:41:47,635 --> 00:41:51,241
Well, two of my favorite people.

952
00:41:52,177 --> 00:41:53,647
Let's go celebrate you.

953
00:41:53,714 --> 00:41:55,618
We are celebrating both of us,

954
00:41:55,685 --> 00:41:57,855
because I am taking you dancing.

955
00:41:57,922 --> 00:42:00,326
Dancing? What about your cane?

956
00:42:00,359 --> 00:42:01,696
What cane?

957
00:42:02,898 --> 00:42:04,234
What cane?

958
00:42:04,234 --> 00:42:07,240
- What cane?
- What cane?

959
00:42:08,476 --> 00:42:11,114
- My goodness.
- Yeah, it's gonna be fun.

960
00:42:16,258 --> 00:42:18,029
Ah.

961
00:42:18,530 --> 00:42:22,471
All the I's dotted
and the T's crossed.

962
00:42:23,206 --> 00:42:25,610
I'm really glad I gave
you the farm on your deal.

963
00:42:25,644 --> 00:42:27,681
I played you like a fiddle.

964
00:42:27,748 --> 00:42:30,086
How'd Amy take her news?

965
00:42:30,787 --> 00:42:33,727
She saw the merits of my idea.

966
00:42:34,395 --> 00:42:36,566
It'll be your job
to keep her honest.

967
00:42:36,632 --> 00:42:38,269
How'd she feel about that?

968
00:42:38,302 --> 00:42:41,174
You? You, she loves.

969
00:42:47,287 --> 00:42:50,393
There's the chair. Try it.

970
00:42:52,565 --> 00:42:54,635
It's still yours.

971
00:42:55,704 --> 00:42:57,641
I'll sit tomorrow.

972
00:43:00,313 --> 00:43:03,085
To whatever comes next.


